
You are the sun
Lighting the whole universe.
Through your eyes
And in your seeing
Is the illumination of it all.
You stand at its centre
Looking out:
The very self you seek.

You are the sun
Lighting the whole universe.
Through your eyes
And in your seeing
Is the illumination of it all.
You stand at its centre
Looking out:
The very self you seek.
When the noise stops,
When the machine of thinking thoughts
Slows to a lull
Or is brought silent
In a moment of
Concentration.
When the worker sets down his tools,
Rests a while,
Leaves his ideas alone,
Then,
In this pause,
This relaxation,
The love that was always there
Is seemingly exposed,
And Life,
Beautiful and whole
Is known in fullness.
In love
All things dissolve,
Coming to rest
In the primary nature
Of being.
–
All that is apparent:
The forms in the world
Are melted
In love’s crucible,
Love’s home-bound heart.
–
There is nothing insoluble,
No behaviour
Or state of mind
That can stand
The yolk of the sun.
–
Love is indomitable
Yet gentle as warmth
Passed from father to son.
It encompasses all,
Leaves nothing
–
But tenderness, acceptance
And a wealth of connectedness.
It is the foundation we share,
All of us equally beneficent
And wholly unified.
Where sanctuary?
In thought’s fickle materialisation?
In the world of passing things,
Ever dematerialising,
Always dying and slinking away?
In emotion’s slavery
To the fickle thought?
–
Where else is there?
–
Where else
But the nothing,
The dimensionless no-thing,
The substance-less non-realm
Of the self.
Where else but the self’s
Void-less void,
Thing-less thing,
The self’s changeless being,
Un-conceived
And un-manifest.
–
Where sanctuary?
–
Only in nothing:
Foundation found
Only in the
Self’s foundationlessness.
From the ashes of my beliefs
Awakes the child of myself,
Born into the moment.
–
Can he remain true
To the idealess
Realm of his beginnings
–
Or must he age
In the world,
Heavier with each moment,
–
Each new belief?
Is the ageing process
And stiffening up
–
An illusion
In which we dwell
Stiffer and more unwell
–
In the hardening carapace
Of personality’s
Hard work and upkeep?
–
Or is the child unblemished,
Cocooned in the now,
Eternally fresh,
–
Ideas burned to ash
Under his gaze,
Illusions
–
Nothing but ciders
In the presence
Of his presence?

Perhaps you forgot
The searing light,
Buried it
In low-mood thoughts
And reason
As heavy as chains.
–
Oh, yes, you say,
Give me the nicotine of thought
And worldly misadventure.
Let me overlook my overlooking,
Let me ignore my ignorance
And dwell outside myself
In a swirl of worries,
While the light is left unacknowledged.
–
Instead,
Remember, not the cold intellectual light
And the optics of the brain,
But the warm body of love
Inside yourself.
–
Remember the needless state
Where the heart floats
On ethers,
And worries are nothings,
Neither fears, nor even yours.
–
Remember the you
Before the you
Who carried the weight of living,
The unfettered you
Buoyant and watching,
Alive in the now
From which all springs forth.
–
Remember the sun of love
Blazing in your heart,
Remember remembering,
And the knowing
That the heart has always, always burned,
Is never dulled
And will never ever grow dark.

There is a looking,
A looking into yourself
Where the eyes
Become ever wide.
Ever and ever wider
Grows seeing
As though astonishment
Were limitless,
And what the self is
Is no less
Than all.
And yet there is greater seeing
And wider eyes,
As astonishment
Is refreshed with each
Step into yourself,
Each looking wider still,
Seeing drawn into
An infinite expansion
Into seeing itself.
Ever wider sees the I
Behind the eyes,
Ever wider
Becomes the I.
Like the clock
Whose ticking
You no longer hear,
And like the picture
You pass every day
That’s almost disappeared,
And like the wedding band
On your finger,
Now part of you,
And like the beautiful view
These days seldom seen:
Like these
Being is present
As it’s always been,
There, at the centre of you,
The background of you,
The you of you:
Knowable only in its knowing,
Realised only in realisation,
Noticed only when you notice
You are.
Where is heaven?
Only here
With the past drawn up
And collected
Like the skirts of time
Were no longer historic,
Nor paid much mind,
The future too
Is clawed back home
Until the now is pure and plump
And filled to brimming with love:
And the measurement of things
Is scrapped
And swapped
For the absolute value
Of the universe,
The self brought
Wholly to heart.
Never too late to acknowledge love:
The love that beats in every heart,
Sustains every self,
Brims ever full
And ever beautiful:
There in ignorance
Or in knowing,
Binding us to the world,
Bringing us the world,
Allowing us to be
As we are,
Free in the conundrum
And wonder of it all.